Christian's First Post

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I finally decided to share something on my own blog. 
Thanks everyone for the love and support.


 

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  1. DodieJuly 22, 2021 at 12:13 AM

    David and I watched this video, Christian. You did a good job voicing this for people to hear your hard story. I do believe your posts can be an encouragement to others going through similar struggles. Thankyou for sharing. We will continue to
    pray for you.

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    1. UnknownJuly 22, 2021 at 9:37 AM

      Thank you Dodie. I appreciate you both so much.

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